"not me " Monday

Hooking up with MckMama for:

I'm not goign to spend five hours a day in the blogoshere today, I have better things to do. I'm not gonna obsess about my body image today, and I'm not gonna beat myself up about exercising. I'm not gonna be bitter, angry, disappinted and disgusted with the school system for not hiring me this year. I'm not going to be upset about the economy and how its messed up my life in its own little coniving way. I'm not going to lay in bed tonight wondering what else I can do to get a job. I'm not gonna lay by the pool and think to myself "this is the life" even though I know its not b/c I'd rather be in the classroom. I am not gonna be super excited about planning for the Christmas play for Childrens Church. I wont be the one who cries on Thursday after dropping the kid for his first day of school. I wont reminisce about hime being a baby. I won't be mournful that I don't have a second child...not yet anyway. I wont be desirous of a new bigger house. I won't have a temper tantrum or ameltdown when my only son has his own! And lastly, I wont go into my slumber tonight thanking God for all I do have and how blessed I really am. Job or No Job.....

share your not me Monday.....leave a comment on mine and I will stop by yours, cuz Really, I'm not going to spend 5 hours in the blogoshere today! =D